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azundergroundkilla

azundergroundkilla


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PostSubject: everythin on my mind...srry fo da caps didn realize it at first till i was done   everythin on my mind...srry fo da caps didn realize it at first till i was done EmptyMon Apr 12, 2010 12:08 am

ok so things happen for a reason right?well I don't know about all that.i do no dat i love an hate,i sin every chance i can.but never go too far.they say theres a god.well id like to tell u what exactly i think bout god.i dont believe in him for one reason,i dont see him anywhere.i dont mean manifestation of a bright silhouette.i mean in or round anyone or anything.i do nothin but treat everythin i touch wit respect an worship an yet i get ran over by a fuckin ungrateful feelin of guilt.than everythin i touch seems to run away from me.chances of return either slim or great,still runs.i now cannot shed a tear for anythin or anyone except my amazing children dat i wouldn die for ill kill for....i am some kinda stranger dat everyone nos.i push my mind outside da walls of society just so i can say "I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!but yet i am a lovin man an desired father.everythin tho went down hill for me in da past six months.y should dat bother me?y should anythin bother me?any man or woman without a cause will not be close to my heart.but da ones dat no who they r will have my respect an love my hands n arms will be at ur side along wit pride for a real family.altho das wat i been lookin for all along.life filled wit a broken spirit wait to find where one belongs.u can try at life an i guarantee u,ull fail.but if u dont try n take wat u want ull find true results.than how da fuck again r u supposed to put god in dat?theres supposed to be some kinda messege in da fibers of life.a so called purpose,they say u have to figure dis out an it takes a lifetime so u might not ever find out.altho after death is supposed to be some kinda judgement.wear u go or wat ever happens.ppl out there think theres angels round but demons r locked in hell.roflmfao!!! has anyone really seen death.heard a noise pertaining to death.or even has been as far as death then revived.is there a realm dats black an white,colored in shadows noone round just u,ur very own world.wat bout a field where everythin is paradise in every aspect possible.well all ill say is dat shit aint all dat fuckin great so wat da fuck is da goddamn rush?!?!?u live ,u die ,u fuckin live.wtf u stand strong an come against everythin dat gets in ur way u take dat down an start at da next one.man is supposed to be a warrior a protector of life an a family,if dat family falls apart wat does he got.is dat other significant person still considered?dat can never be clear.wen a man feels its to a certain extreme dat women will never feel.i mean think bout da term "mans best friend" is it really a fact dat somehow dogs an man can really bond enough to wear if it is life an death u have a brother to help.some creature over another human.i have best friends dat are brothers an sisters an i never felt not to protect either human or creature differently.it just seems like theres only a very few dat i can count on one hand.but i guess i feel a lil fuckin better i just hope ppl will pick n choose they battles.ill win.much love to my family!!

THEY SAY
REALITY BUT WAT IS REALITY.IS IT DA JOBS WE HAVE OR HAD.DA BILLS WE PAY OR
DA POSSESSIONS DAT WE WITHOLD?DO THESE THINS REALLY HAVE A POSSIBLE CHANCE
OF NOT MEANIN ANYTHIN?I REALLY DONT THINK SO.ITS LIKE LOVE IS DAT A REALITY
OR A FANTASY.I GUESS IN OUR MINDS IT IS A REALITY CUZ IS SEEMS TO MUCH TO BE A FALSE
WORD.LOVE IS SUPPOSED TO BE DA STRONGEST WORD WE SPEAK,BUT YET THERE IS
MORE H8 IN DIS SHITHOLE WE CALL EARTH.I SEE ALL THESE TEENS ROUND SAYIN
LOVE LIKE ITS GOT DA SAME DEFINITION AS APPROVAL.WELL U REALLY DONT NO
SOMEONE TILL U TAKE DAT STEP MOVIN IN WIT EM.U GOTTA SEE ALL DA GOOD AN BAD
IN SOMEONE B4 U CAN DECIDE IF IT IS LOVE OR NOT.PPL DONT REALIZE DAT THERES
A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN TRUE LOVE AN REAL LOVE.U SEE TRUE LOVE GOES ONE
WAY,U CAN TRULY LOVE SOMEONE BTU DAT DONT MEAN THEY LOVE U DA SAME WAY
WHICH MAKES IT ALL FAKE.REAL LOVE ALWAYS GOES BOTH WAYS UR READIN DA SAME
BOOK ON DA SAME CHAPTER SAME PAGE N SAME LINE.EVERYTHIN IS A COMPROMISE,A
MUTUAL MISUNDERSTANDIN.DA ONLY REASON Y WOMEN R SO MYSTERIOUS TO MEN AN MEN
TO WOMEN IS CUZ NOONE REALLY OPENS UP TO ONE ANOTHER FULLY.EVERYONES GOT
SECRETS BASED ON INSECURITY OF DA PAST."BUT U SHATTER DA PAST LIKE A SHEET
OF GLASS TO MAKE UR FUTURE LAST NO MATTER WAT DA MASS" NOT MANY PPL R
FIGHTERS ANYMORE.I AM A FIGHTER NOT IN PHYSICAL BUT A FIGHTER FOR LIFE.WE
ALL NO U GOTTA BE HARD IS DIS WORLD CUZ ITS GONNA BE HARD ON U BUT IS IT
REALLY DAT SIMPLE?U GOTTA FIGHT FOR U TO SEE ACTUAL TRUE RESULTS?ISN DAT
HOW WE SURVIVE EVEN IF U SIDESTEP UR FRIENDS N KEEP UR ENEMIES CLOSE?IT SHOULD BE DA OTHA WAY ROUND.PPL
REALLY DONT THINK DIS WAY ANYMORE CUZ THEY BLIND OF DA TRUE REALITY.LIKE DA
STRETCH BETWEEN LIFE AN DEATH.HAS ANYONE REALLY SEEN DAT STRETCH PERSONALLY
N HOW CLOSE IT REALLY IS TO US.AFTER A HOMIE FALLS WE BREAK DOWN AN
MORN.WATS DA POINT OF MORNIN ANYWAY.UR ONLY DREDDIN THEM NOT BEIN ROUND,HOW
SELFISH CAN WE REALLY BE.WEN WE SHOULD BE CELEBRATIN DA LIFE R FALLEN
BROTHAS AN SISTAS HAD WIT US.SOME PPL BELIEVE DAT WEN U PASS U GO STRAIGHT
TO JUDGMENT DAY,THEN THERES DA PPL DAT BELIEVE DAT U GO TO DA BIGGEST THIN
DAT BRINGS A CONNECTION.(ANY OBJECT OR PERSON)U WATCH OVER IT OR THEM.HAS
ANYONE HERE BEEN TO DAT POINT OF DEATH.DO YALL REALLY NO HOW SCARY IT CAN
REALLY BE,DOES IT HAVE TO BE SCARY FOR US.I MYSLEF ISN AFRAID OF DEATH
SINCE I ALREADY BEEN THERE.LAST YEAR BOUT DIS TIME I WAS INA SEVERE CAR
ACCIDENT,I FAINTED AT DA WHEEL BLEW A RED LIGHT AN GOT T-BONED BY TO CARS
DAT WERE GOIN 45 MPH.I WAS WEARIN MY SEAT BELT SO UD THINK EVERYTHIN WAS
FINE.NOT WIT DAT MUCH IMPACT,IT SNAPPED AN I WOKE UP MANGLED LAYIN ACROSS
DA FRONT SEATS.PARAMEDICS CAME AN HAD TO USE DA JAWS OF LIFE TO GET ME
OUT.RUSHED ME TO DA HOSPITAL AN ON DA WAY THERE MY HEART FLATLINED FOR 5
MINUTES.COULD IT BE POSSIBLE DAT TIME IN DIS SOLID WORLD IS FASTER THEN
TIMEIN DA AFTER LIFE?COULD 5 MINUTES IN REALITY BE 5 YEARS IN DA AFTER
LIFE?COULD HEAVEN OR HELLL REALLY JUST BE A CREATION OF OUR MINDS?AN OUR
MINDS BE CONTROLLED BY OUR SOULS?I BELIEVE DIS IS IT.WATS REALITY?DA
SPIRITUAL REALM OR DA SOULS IN DA VESSEL DAT WE SEE IN PHYSICAL FORM ,BUT
YET R ENERGY COMES FROM R SOULS.SOULS R SPIRITS IN ITSELF.HAVE WE FOUND
WAYS TO TAKE A SOLID FORM CENTURIES AGO BY TAKIN FIBERS AN PUTTIN EM INTO
ONE ROUND OUR SPIRITS TRAPPIN US TILL WE LEARN TO SURVIVE AS WE R?ALL THESE
QUESTIONS U CAN THINK TO URSELF AN COME UP WIT UR OWN VIEWS ON IT.DONT TAKE
ME FOR ANYMORE THAN A BROTHER IN LIFE.
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