well its fuckin almost 2 am now n of course cant sleep but its ight gotta lotta shit on my mind rite now.first i wanna say thnx to yall fo showin me wat fam is supposed to be like.altho we fuck wit eachother a shit load its all outa love "JUST DA WAY ITS SUPPOSED TO BE" but it ain like dat wit all da rest of da fam out dere ya no ones we dont no.deres juggalos now out fo self n not givin a fuck bout shit in dey lives.IF YALL WANNA REALLY GET TO NO ME WELL DIS IS IT!wen i was born shit went down in my life dat was completely unfogivable wit my real rents.long story short dey were forced into dis congregation dat based life on slavery.escaped wit help from a close family member of mine (my dads childhood best friend)well dey were tracked an found after throwin me into a orphanage on da base an executin em in tennessee"now skullbone,tennessee".well obviously i dont remember it but i realize i been under a life time depression das past sadness,madness,suicide ect.im just a zombie sometimes
so i sit bac everyday an study da world to learn more bout it an coem to find deres actual real ppl out here liek ourselves.da nite b4 last was prime example wat i mean.da moment i walked in seans door i was welcomed by every single face in dere.it kinda shocked me at first cuz das never happened to me to be real bout it.i understand dat juggalos r mainly outcasts of society so da "fan based group" was created by icp so we gots somewere to belong,which is were im at haha.an shank u fuckin shocked da fuck outa me to offer me a place wen its free space ya feel me.im really debatin cuz i h8 relyin on homies more den my own parents cuz i no ppl ain got da money to support not just one but three ppl homie.i cant let u do dat alone homie an das y i said ill think bout it an let u no on dat day.no fuckin joke dat shit made me tear a lil bit.cuz shits been commin from hell to heaven ina blink of an eye ya feel me.
but da homies i had wit da underground scene "an ima call em out rite now so idgaf,not beefin" but da key word is HAD.wen i left my ex shit went gone from dere i was taken off a label an replaced by someone better "apparently" kinda pisses me off wen i no i gots potential an special passion fo music.i been writin since i was 2 years old wen my aunt taught me how to write my full name in print an cursive.started on poetry wen i was 5.an rappin since i was 14.so common someone tell me y i ain good enough huh?
dey gonna see me on stage wit my own shit dat i got on my own just like everythin else in my life dat i have.an ask demsleves "y didn i keep dat fool on my shit?"my morals an beliefs,clothes on mybac,charm round my neck ,an family like yall i have earned.ya n i grew up round some da top corporated families u can think of so i no how fam is suposed to work but yet i only see small parts of it bein real.juggalos like i said r out fo self beefin on other juggalos witout droppin dat hatchet fo a moment,cuz in my eyes if u gonna roll up ona family member y da fuck would u rep who dey r as well.das my moral rite dere.if u gonna h8 or grudge ona homie DROP UR FUCKIN HATCHET OR IMA TAKE IT FROM U!
i tihnk bout dis shit on a daily fo real.i mean i had homies dat i considered str8 up siblings in my life,an yet dey turned on me.u no wen i was 9 - 13 i was a complete mute an didn even speak to my parents or brothers.den i met some down ass juggalos n saw a difference in da world so i saw it legit an joined in da love.
but da point is we all supposed to be down fo life like we all been sayin sicne we became family so da nex person dat dropps dey shit or gots beef wit me or a homie fuck it ima drop mine fo 5 mins an knock a jaw off a block.bein a juggalo ain no gang or "fan based group" its a fuckin lifestyle ,a way of bein urself but still claim were u belong.u join in urself u make sure no matter how many fake fucks out dere u never drop yo shit cuz das who da fuck u r inside.u dont needa base dat off of how others act.i brought dat shit into my mind body an soul an branded it dere.never to h8 or grudge on homies no matter wat.fo example my exproducer just cuz shit went down wit us hes still my brother idc wat anyone says an i still got his bac "unless its got somethin to do wit a specific person".but even cuz of dat we went from str8 brothas to aquaintence.it hurts me on da real cuz it ain cuz hes some kinda producer dat had da power to get my ass out dere an get on stage no no no no no hes a fuckin juggalo.to me dat title is as strong as love cuz das wat dat word means.i gots dat answer to dat track "wat is a juggalo" das wat it fuckin is.anyoen who says anythin diff ima lay em da fuck out wit no consience of it.ima man wit no regrets cuz ive done my good deeds an i still ain done wit em.ima die wit unfinished business an gonna live tryin to do it up.thnx fo da time ima lay down now mcl yall stay safe
